Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Sunday, May 01, 2005

HAWHAWHAW.

I SO DON'T LIKE THAT GUY WHO'S TALKING TO ME NOW.
HE'S FREAKING 34 & HE SOUNDS AS THOUGH HE WANTS TO HOOK ONTO ME. LIKE HELLO? I'M 15.

Alright. I didn't like today at all. It's so, like unhappy. As in, early in the morning, mum's at my door, screaming at the top of her voice like nobody's business. Oh, like WHOA. What a great start in the morning.

Went off to the club. & obviously, when I was being dragged out of bed, I wouldn't be feeling good at all right. I didn't bring anything. I just wore tee, shorts & slippers. Mum started her scoldings again. 'Cos she wanna go gym & I purposely don't wanna let her go, 'cos I need sleeeeeeeeeeep. Ugh, I got scoldings in return. DUMB.

Sis went to swim on her own 'cos dad forgotten to bring his. After that, we went to the chinese cuisine to have lunch. Yummilicious! ;D Dad wanted to get mum presents for her birthday, but mum didn't wanna go. =
Came home, mugged & all. (: Now, I'm here resting. Heh.

Well, I'm outta here.

~~I'll never forget the way you sing to me to put me to sleep.~~
I'll never forget how we used to love, so much.
I got tired of showing you that I still care, & yet, you ignored.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
~~I tear my heart open just to feel~~

; stick with you